Divorce is hard, messy, painful, exasperating, and difficult. It has been 16months since this journey began and I don’t see the end in sight anywhere. I am currently living and breathing however.
I have recently moved to a beautiful home with my amazing Boyfriend. There we live, laugh, love and raise my two kids together. I would be lying if I told you my life with him was perfect. I believe that is impossible. Every relationship has its seasons. I am safe to say that we spend the majority of our relationship in summer, which is the best one to be in!
I never thought I could love or trust again. I never thought I would find someone more perfect for me than my ex. Boy was I wrong! He is one of the most amazing people I know. He is willing to do anything for me, my kids, and really anyone he loves. We have a lot of personality traits in common which can be problematic but for the most part I learn a ton from it.
My Ex and I are still close friends. I get along well enough with his Girl friend too. We feel it is super important that we remain friends for the kids. We may not be able to survive as a married couple but we are good friends and always have been.
Sometimes I get worried and self conscious about my kids having another mother figure in their lives. I have to remind myself that as long as I love them, support them, do what is right and live my faith all will be fine.
Every day is an adventure! I often wonder how I ended up were I am. How did my life get so scrambled? Then I remember that sometimes you have to give up the life you planned to live the life you were meant to live.
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